I suddenly remembered...

I havent wish myself...

A Happy Birthday...

Birthday Wishes...

Well, I would like to thank all those folks, whom had sent their wishes to me....
Im quite sure this will be a good year for me, hopefully.

Aside, why am I not sleeping, though Im pretty tired...?

Its a tough fight.

Im tired, and I shall go sleep....

I think your nick runs well after mine....

Mon, No No, Its Tuesday...

Hmm, I really have no idea that today is Monday, or rather, now that its 1.17am, its actually Tuesday. Perhaps I have worked over the weekends, hence giving myself a feeling that everyday seems like a working day. Well, Im still working on the darn report and I target to finish it by Wed so that I can at least enjoy my weekends this week. Well, before its month-end again and next week, its the first week of Jun and whats confirmed is..Burnt Weekends.

Well, perhaps when we start to take things positively, things and issues are less harsh. Well, hope thats a comforting way of looking at things. Haha, well, as usual, we, humans seldom practise what we preached.

Hmm, something interesting to share....

Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?
Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.
Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.
Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.
Sitting in front of the television but thinking of her missing the final episode of your favourite show.
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u wen out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.
Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.
When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess. It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid.
If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know. if u miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait.

Interesting, issnt it?

Just wanna tuck right under my blanket, and sleep.

Not forgetting, I miss whitey.

=)

Well, just back home a while. I guess nowadays, Im spending more and more time in office, rather than anywhere else. Hmm, what to do, Im having a big load of things and Risk Report deadline is nearing and I still cant tie for a few business lines for this quarter. Well, vexed.

Apart from work, is nothing but I guess still boils down to work.

Well, Im always the clown to my frens too, perhaps making others laugh, though I might look silly but well, making others happy is something nice I thought.

Hmm, just getting more and more vex recently.

I shall give an excuse....its due to Work.

15 May...

2 more weeks to dead line for the Risk Report...Can I manage to finish on time? Well, I guess another Sunday will be burnt. Whats new? I felt lost now not working on Sundays...

Anyway, its always nice to share with someone on that little of your life. Or, in other way, know that little of someone's life.

Well. Im tired. Shall go to bed.

Good News is that I heard that Boss will not be at work tomorrow.

Its Party Time...

Time Flies...

Well, time flies. Seems like this is always what Im grumbling about. Think of it, Whitey is turning 1 year old soon, shall I hold a birthday celebration for it?...lol... Well, I always keep it clean, at least once a week, or if Im too busy, fortnight.

This month, many things are due. Insurance, Road Tax, 10k Servicing. Wah!, think about it, really many many things. Well, but thoughout this 1 year, it has brought to me many convenience and as well, companionship. I feel happy cleaning Whitey and ensuring that its clean inside and outside as well. Well, you can say Im fussy, but I just want it to be clean; as clean as its White-ness.

Sorry Whitey, I cant give you a set of new "shoes" and bigger ones, though I thought I could. Well, times are bad and I do not have bonus this year. So bear with it. Anyway, the current fours are still working and lets not waste it till it looses its grip kiez. Im sure you will look nicer with bigger shoes, though currently you look weaker when I put you side by side with Fred's Jetta.
And now that he lowered, haha, Im sure you arent as fierce as Freddy's pet, but Im sure you are a tame one.

Guess that this year, I could only give you a set of films from Tint Master? Let me think about it.

Tue, 5 May 09

12.03am. Hmmm, since some time, I havent felt lost, staring at the blank screen.

What happen?

1st of May - Labour Day

Hmm, time flies. Well, do I always start with this phrase? But indeed it does. Its May and almost half of the year has gone. Whats awaiting at the 2nd half?

Mummy's day is coming in 2 weeks time, but as we do not want to squeeze with the crowds, we decided to celebrate earlier. Today, we had lunch at Hotel Royal. Hmm, it was pretty nice and suits my mum's appetite of course. She loves to eat buffets and enjoys the variety of local food, though she doesnt really eat alot.

Hmm, lately, I can see the sudden increase in the amount of white hair on her. Hmm, perhaps after she has taken the responsibility to look after Baby Chloe, and got to sacrifice her sleep on and off just to wake up when Chloe cries. Hmm, its really not easy. Many times, in the wee hours, I was woken up by Chloe's cries, and I would see that Mum got to dragged herself up and make milk for Chloe, say 1am, 4am, 6am that kind of timings?....Its really not easy. I will try to wake up and carry Chloe, so that Mum can make her the milk with greater ease.

At times, Chloe does understand as well. I would talk to her and ask her to be patient while ah ma is making her milk. She seems to quieten after a while.

On the other hand, I can feel that Mum is happy looking after Chloe as well. She loves her alot too, just like the way she loves us. Chloe is fortunate to have a granny who quits her job just to look after her. Well, my mum just seems to have her ways with Chloe. My sis should also be glad that my mum dotes her and Chloe alot. =)

As for work, its month-end again, which means peak again, and also the outstanding project. Sun got to work again, but somehow Im kinda used to working on Suns. I felt lost at times when I didnt go back to work on Suns. I guess that this is not something good? lOl

Well, ok lah. Just gonna make my life more fulfilling.

=)