Someone...

It has been a long time, since Im trully concern and wanna care for that someone. Its none other then my Sweetheart.

Well, it has been a good weekend getaway with my family and her. Though its short, but I guessed that everyone enjoyed.

Its then today that she went to see a doctor cos shes not well. It is only then when I felt the importance of her and that her health matters to me as well. Im worried if her medical condition worsen, that had resulted her in her tiriness and lower immunity. But Im sure she will get well soon with all the optimistism. Im confident that I will bring her to the route of recovery.

Shes really such a sweetheart to me as well. No specified reasons. I just love her. Everytime she does a cute wink to me, my entire heart shrunk and thats like the antidote to the entire day of shaggness, stress or whatever shit that the day got.

I miss her everyday and never did I expect myself to miss someone that much till she stepped into my circle.

I know that she will recover soon, cos there are so much activites and places that we have to visit together. Im sure my crappiness, jokes will bring her health as well and happiness.

Im in love with you.

Perhaps its just a misunderstanding. I wun brood so much over it, just want to forget about it.

Its just a small misunderstanding that I should just laugh over it. I understood.

I Think I Like This Song...The Tempo...

Zee Avi - Bitter Heart

sun rays come down
as seen when they hit the ground
children spinning around
tilthey fall down down down

i wait for you
its been two hours now
and youre still somewhere in town
your dinners getting cold
i rest my case
you are always this late
and you know how much i hatewaiting around, round, round

bitter heart, bitter heart
tries to keep it all inside
bitter heart, bitter heart
shadows will help you try to hide
bitter heart my bitter heart
is getting just a little fragile

bitter heart, bitter heart
of mine
and then you come
and tell me the same reason
that you did yesterday
so tell me whats her name
du du du du ～～

Reality

Many things happened without a reason. I agreed. Things have changed tremendously and Im happy that someone is here to appreciate my jokes, craps, lames and all.

Well, its natural and there are so many similarities between us.

Im just comfortable sharing things with her.

I guess that I would really have to believe in fate that brings 2 persons together, especially when 2 persons whom are looking at the same direction.

A contented smile.

Let the heart rule.

Whats Not Meant To Be Yours...Will Not Be Yours...

I think this is relatively true. Whats not meant to be yours, eventually will not be yours.

Hows life? Well, its month-end as usual. A month whizz by, one after another. Nothing has changed and its still the same. Im still the old me and so are the work.

Am I foolish at times? I think I do.

Well, sometimes its really not worth being nice. It just make yourself more tiring.

At times, really wish that perhaps a short term secondment to somewhere further from here maybe a good thing afterall. At least, you should be able to tell then, who really cherish you, who really appreciates your presence.

What a Filled Day.

Well, would say that today is ful-filled to the brim. Just back at 3am.
Well, some thoughts went pass my mind...
Am I a passer-by? Well, its a long time. I will be happy as well if things went well for them.
As for me, I will carry on, as usual, with my life. Work, Frens, Family...

At least, I have had a good dream, if its a dream.

So Near Yet So Far. So Strange Yet So Familiar.

So whats this all about?

I dunno too. It just came into my mind naturally.