NPCC Gathering

Just had the 3 months-once npcc gathering..well...everyone is fine...and hopefully, i didnt offend anyone with my jokes...well..i meant no harm, just wanna liven up everyone..

its 1am, initially, was very tired from a long day at OCBC Tampines, going thru the tiring meeting that didnt have any breaks...and it was like that since monday this week and there is another session on tmr...guess im going to die again tmr...but luckily, tmr is not only my products..tmr for me is Giro, but i think my team mate would be down to suffer with me as well for tmr...

anyway..today was trying to get things sorted out...still pretty vex with my claims for the white horse...think i will just get it repaired at my own cost....

sigh...

of course..things will get better :)

Sun, 13 Jul...Bad Sat.

Glad the hour hand struck 1, and that Sat, 12 Jul is over.

12 Jul, This afternoon, I met an accident.
My mind was blank for a moment.

Felt very sad, heart pain.
My 'horse' was hurt. Me too.

It was momentarily blank for me, as for that moment, Im not sure what to do, and in the centre lane. Just knew it was painful, inside my heart. It just celebrated its first month and it got hurt.

I tink, drivers will understand how hurt it can be.

Im in the centre lane outside Bugis Junction. Im alone, Im on my way to Sim Lim, just having the pretext of getting an LCD monitor for my desktop.
Altis on the left lane came into my lane, it didnt see that im there cos perhaps im in his blind spot. i jammed and horned...but too late. we touched each other...my front side wheel arch was dented and scratches at the bumper. i heard a bong." Heart fell.

we stop over outside sim lim sq to settle.
after driving off, i didnt realise there is a gantry and drove past it.
there it goes. beep. and i tink i will expect a summon soon.

wat a day.
darn sad, dun tink i will get over till it gets repaired.
im fine. just dazed and sad.

Altis,dun force your way into ple's lane. even if ple are not allowing you to cut in, u dun force your way in. stop and be patient. you dun get your way by forcing in thru. im in my lane, u jolly well wait and have the courtesy since u want to come into my lane.

f up.

wat a week.

just need a listening ear.

cherish things.

Its getting tough...

Well...Hmm..its wednesday at 1240am, and im still awake..Hmm..work is giving me lotsa pressure man...sigh...seems like things arent very right nowadays...

ok..but im surviving..thats the good thing...

:)

Seems to be lost...

Sigh, its Sun, 2am, coming to 3...and im pretti tired, and i wanted to sleep, but than...something happened that made me lost sleep...lost the appetite of sleep...

im sad and lost and disappointed...

with many things...

with people...

with frens....

with family...

with appreciation...

issit me?....issit my fault?....

im tired...can all give me a break, pause, appreciate and understand the reasons behind why somethings are done...understand why i did somethings for a reason...

thats all what longed for...


rest well all....

1.45pm - Wei will be at Houston for 1/2 year....

this morning, sent wei off at airport as he will be going to Houston for half a year...Hmmm....does it seems long or short....definitely, i will miss this bro of mine, though at times we share heat arguments, but still, as the saying goes, blood is thicker than water, and having live together for the past 25 years, if i told u that i didnt feel anything, thats a true lie.

hmmm, i would say that this bro of mine can be emotional at times too. though grown up and often the stronger between us, he is also a family man who will miss his family back here i guess, and of course, missing his dearly sister who will be delivering his first niece/ nephew in oct. i guess he will surely be excited for being the uncle the first time.

i saw tears of reluctance and warmth at the same time, to be sent off by the few family members of his at the airport, and perhaps that call from his dearly sister will make him even more unwillingly to leave his family for the next 6 months, nonetheless, i guess this will be a good career advancement for him. oh, and got to miss his dearly iris for the next few months, i guess that sucks as well.

think about it, what if im in his shoes, i tink it would be hard for me to hold back my feelings as well. i will definitely miss my family too, my mum, my dad, my dearly sis and my bro as well. and also not forgetting my frens. its all these, that made me cherish people around me.

back here, i will be left alone at home. i guess unless i working late or have assignment on, guess most of the time i should be back home to accompany my parents for dinner, if not, no one else is around at home. the serenity and silence can be quite unhealthy for my ageing parents.

Hmm. my mum's white horse should be out next week as the SE had called me. delighted and looking forward to it. im going to make it a pretty horse.

ok, thats about for now...whats installed tonite? alex's 26 bdae at nsrcc.


although you are the last on my list, but you are still the first in my mind...

3 Jun, 11.27pm - Birthday Greetings...

Oh...im back from my trip in Taiwan and here are people who didnt forget my birthday and send me their greetings...thanks alll...

Evelyn (my long pri sch fren...)
Jillian (Uni)
Peifang (Uni)
Jolene (Hall)
Huiling (JC)
Suzanne (Others)
Sufen (Uni)
Sengkiat (Uni)
Alex (Hall)
Suzanne Jie (Hall)
Albert (Family)
Zhanzhi (Uni)
Liwen (Sec)
Lishi (Sec)
Jessie (Family)
Iris (Uni)
Huizhen Lim (Hall)
Huizhen Tan (Hall)
Joanna (Family)
May (Pri)
Wailee (OCBC)
Joseph (JC)
Eefang (JC)
Yanling (OCBC)
Patrick (JC)
Gerald (Hall)
Cindy (Others)
Daph (Uni)
Wo Felix (Army)
Misso (Army)
Sis
Bro
& folks who have went Taiwan with me....

and also to others whom had wished me but i have left out....older by another year....

1230am - 13 May - Tuesday

Life's getting busier and busier..esp this week when im going to settle almost all the things before i went on leave....and its tough...cos this week is tough as well when im going to juggle between tampines branch and my office....the tough gets going...

Misses writing down some thoughts...

Take care all frens,