Friday, August 7, 2009

Im Not An Anger Bag

Sigh. I think Im totally a crap to my JC Frens. I had always been organising gatherings and meetups for the JC clique, but what did I get in return. Nasty words and disappointing words from 1. Well, I think I really ask for it.

When they are happy, they wun't even think who was the one who is always sending smses to all of them to ask.

I decided not to do this rotten job anymore. I have a pride. Shall leave that in me.

There was a mini gathering yesterday and they initiated to go KL. Fine. Mr P asked me yesterday nite about the trip. I cant confirm, though I told him I dun feel like going to KL. I asked him about some details etc, when they going etc... I told thats a norm. Perhaps I should tell him that "Perhaps not KL?" and fullstop.

What I got in return? He told me that Im wasting his time. Fxxx man. Common, do you tell this to your fren? Is this the right attitude? I really think I dun deserve this shit. Why are everyone really treating me like a bag to vent their anger? P, K's gf, come on, Im a human too and I do have feelings.

I told him that he is rude in saying that when he ended our conversation in msn by just leaving the chatroom. I dun understand how he is able to do a frontline job with this kind of bloody attitude, even to his frens?

This morning, I received an offline message as well,

Mr P: ya no worries..
Mr P: the rest didnt even bother to ask you... they even tell me not to try...
Mr P: is that i thought we are friends so long liao..
Mr P: i dont want to miss you out for our gatherings
Mr P: looks like im really wrong in doing that
Mr P: think i ask for it myself...

Well, so what? I should thank him or what? I really dunno as well. Well, of course there are things holding me back as well, but thats too P&C to be shared. Its ok, God knows.

Perhaps as long as we know what we are doing, and not sorry to anyone in anyways, I think thats the best consolation.

Perhaps, "I think I ask for it myself too for organising events and gatherings for this bunch of JC Frens."

Utterly disappointed.

Monday, August 3, 2009

Updates.

Ok, sometime since I last left something behind.

Well, nothing much happened, just that life is getting busier. Time flies and its Quarter Month again, which means the extra reports that I have to prepare. S***

Worst, theres an AVP who is leaving and I innocently was 'volunteered' to take over 3 of her existing appointments. Wat? Well, and all these appointments really took up a significant bit of my time.

Well, I think Im not having career satisfaction.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

A Sweet Yet Funny Story

Jay Leno went into the audience to find the most embarrassing first date
that a woman ever had.

The winner described her worst first date experience. There was
absolutely no question as to why her tale took the prize!

She said it was midwinter... snowing and quite cold...and the guy had
taken her skiing in the mountains outside Salt Lake City , Utah .

It was a day trip (no overnight). They were strangers, after all, and
truly had never met before. The outing was fun, the skiing great, the
coffee hot. The day was uneventful until they were headed home late that
afternoon.

They were driving back down the mountain, when she gradually began to
realize that she should not have had that extra latte.

They were about an hour away from anywhere with a rest room and, to top
it off, they were in the middle of nowhere!

Her companion recognized her discomfort, and suggested she try to hold
it, which she did for a while.

Unfortunately, because of the heavy snow and slow going, there came a
point where she told him that he had better stop and let her go beside
the road, or it would be the front seat of his car.

They stopped and she quickly crawled out beside the car, yanked her
pants down and started.

In the deep snow she didn't have good footing, so she let her butt rest
against the rear fender to steady herself.

Her companion stood on the side of the car watching for traffic and
indeed was a real gentleman and refrained from peeking. All she could
think about was the relief she felt despite the rather embarrassing
nature of the situation. Upon finishing however, she soon became aware
of another sensation.

As she bent to pull up her pants, the young lady discovered her buttocks
were firmly glued against the car's fender!

Thoughts of tongues frozen to poles immediately came to mind as she
attempted to disengage her flesh from the icy metal. It was quickly
apparent that she had a brand new problem due to the extreme cold.

Horrified by her plight and yet aware of the humor of the moment, she
answered he r date's concerns about 'what is taking so long' with a
reply that indeed, she was 'freezing her butt off' and in need of some
assistance!

He came around the car as she tried to cover her self with her sweater
and then, as she looked imploringly into his eyes, he burst out
laughing.

She too, got the giggles and when they finally managed to compose
themselves, they assessed her dilemma..

Obviously, as hysterical as the situation was, they also were faced with
a real problem. Both agreed it would take something hot to free her
chilly cheeks from the grip of the icy metal!

Thinking about what had gotten her into the predicament in the first
place, both quickly realized that there was only one way to get her
free.

So, as she looked the other way, her first-time date proceeded to unzip
his pants and pee her bottom off the fender.

As the audience screamed in laughter, she took the Tonight Show prize
hands down. Or perhaps that should be 'pants down.'

'Did you ever see the young man again?' asked Mr. Leno.

'I married him,' was the reply.
'He's sitting right here next to me.